Monday 15th May
I know it’s unfair to rant at people. Sometimes I just feel so stressed and tired and pissed off that I feel I have to rant.
I just have to keep doing things a bit at a time, ‘eating the elephant’, as someone once said. Hope that I’m making progress and the To Dos aren’t growing faster than the Dones.
I feel sad, and I don’t know why. A wave of sadness just crashing over me and seeping into me. Life’s too short, of course it is, I know it is. I wish I could be more upbeat and positive. Or do I ‘enjoy’ wallowing in it? I guess it seems like that. I don’t know any more.
I’m very good at keeping awake when I shouldn’t. There seems to be a disconnect between the signals telling me I need to sleep and actually losing consciousness. I think I have got so good at carrying on when I feel exhausted, just because I have to, at suppressing the signals and staying awake, , that it happens when it shouldn’t.
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by husbandorcat
@ 21 May. 2006 - 16:58:40
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