There is such freedom in cyberspace. Is it freedom to create myself anew, or to be the person I truly am? Aaah, that’s the question. I’ve asked it before, but I haven’t got the answer. Or rather, I believe the answer is that this is the true me, this is my way of letting that version of me have a life of her own.
I say what I’m thinking, I explore and expand my mind, I ride the waves of thought and feeling. I can say things I would never say to flesh and blood people, because this is the world of words and ideas and nothing else matters. I have time to think about and shape my answers, my thoughts, the things I want to say. And the pattern grows and expands. I’m not only running in the same old tracks, strange new doors have opened and I have started to explore, the space of my mind is opening up and I pass through with no thread to lead me back to the outside world, I may lose myself forever in these vaults, but it doesn’t matter. I laugh, I think, I gossip, I flirt, I meet new people, I grow.